Where does it end?...

Sanctuary in solitude, found at Wallpaper Metalship http://goo.gl/bvGrr

Where does it end?

Where love ends?

The question with no answer

fights its way out of my mouth

but some how

words seem to disolve 

 black birds fly over my white paper

i open my lips to ask 

i often ask my shadow

in the middle of the night

or walking down the street 

looking at the faces of people

who walk holding hands,

and  love each other 

~ or at least they think they do...

Where does it start?

is it just a chemical reaction 

that our bodies ignite 

in order to say yes to the great plan of God

"Be fruitful and multiply..." 

and for that inevitable order

writen in our swirling dna

we go on believing 

that it starts there?

                                               in that bloody organ that it is called a Heart?

When i see you and my face 

lights up like a beacon into the frozen night, 

when i hear your voice in my ears

and for a minuscule fracture of a second

i have a vision 

- in a field 

in Spring

you and me lay gently

our backs over the green grass

the soft breeze comes from the mountain

you hold my hand

so small and warm inside your palm

we are watching cotton clouds roll by

trying to find their funny shapes

we laugh

you turn and kiss my neck softly

right there, right then, i am happy and complete -

when i feel you crawling under my skin

when i stay in bed all day 

imagining you are here with me

does it start right then, in a dream,

in  a shadow, somewhere in 

a dark corner of my mind?

and where does it end?

In heartbroken nights waiting for the dawn

when shadows and ghosts mock me 

and i drown in a dark pool of tears

half drunk because its the only way to deal with it

and i want to cut out that cursed thing 

that it is called a Heart

and throw it away

and having another drink

wishing that it could erase from my mind

that night when you said you dont love me,

because you could have loved me 

but you never did, 

so every morning i won't have to remember

that I,love you,

again 

and again 

and again?....

Does it end there? 

Does love ever ends?...

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