Bitter.

Bitter taste 

mixed with this yearning for you
the touch
the kiss 
feel  like the whole world is sleeping alone tonight


I sigh
and open my arms
offering you my breasts 
ready to bleed
as you smile into me
my love


I smile too


tears stopped
a long time ago,
you said "it matters"
but i know it doesnt...
trapped between your lips
i want to stay,
no place to go now
and the lights are fading
as i wait to hear you saying
"everything will be ok..."